Apr 15, 2017
closure?

sometimes we need to pretend that were okay but reality talks were not. without closure from past relationship is like you lost one piece of puzzle. many doubts and if's. during moving on period you will met special person which will make you feel complete. no more doubts and if's. comparison from past and present its a normal but make sure no more rewind. ending a relationship is a process but make sure you will learned from it.

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ano ba talaga?

namimiss ko na ang pinas :'( why i have this feeling incomplete? dapat nga thankful ako. kasi i have work which ok naman lalo na mga boss ko then happy family ko also i have more than 5 yrs relationship but still some part of me is missing..

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Jun 13, 2016
its been a year

more than a year na pala akong hindi nagpo post sa blog ko.. i just came from vacation. actually i enjoyed a lot my vacation than last 2014...ansaya we go lot of places.. take note ah wala akong mga pictures..sabi nga nila bakit wala kang pics sa bakasyon mo..i replied i rather pictures in my memories..masaya ako kasi napasaya ko mga magulang then mga pamangkin ko rin...alam mo yung feeling na masaya ka pero d mo alam bakit...bitin nga yung leave ko... nung pagdating ko ng pinas i felt i want to go back in dubai..kasi parang hindi ako sanay...then mga after 2 weeks parang ayoko nang bumalik ng dubai..kaso my job is in dubai and my love...during the day na paalis nako going back to dubai.. sobrang lungkot ko na parang ambigat umalis..then nung nasa boarding nako umiiyak ako..shocks its my first time to cry na paalis nako..first time ako na homesick for five years...alam mo yung feeling na natatakot ka umalis kasi baka sa pagbalik mo maraming magbago..hindi ko alam pero ganun ang pakiramdam ko...i texted jean..sb ko naiiyak ako malungkot ngayon ko lang naramdaman..yun pala same feeling lang kame..sabi niya paguwi niya ng bahay pagpasok sa kwarto baka mapaiyak siya then nag message siya tama umiyak siya...isa pa ha yung pamangkin ko sabi niya ayaw niya daw matulog sa kwarto kasi sad siya....hahhaha..then i realized uuyy may maganda rin pala ako nagawa to remind that they miss me..hahahaha

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Apr 30, 2015
feeling sad

hindi ko alam bakit ako malungkot. sabi ni jane bakit ka malungkot dapat yung problema ng iba hindi na ikaw ang nag iisip ng solution. sabi ko nga kay jane minsan naisip ko parang mas maganda pang maging masama kasi wala kang iisipin ibang tao kundi sarili mo kaso hindi ko kaya ata yun.nag message ako kay ann sabi ko sad ako hindi ko alam bakit. she called me asked me ano problema ko kinabahan daw siya. sabi d ko rin alam bakit. nasa point naba akong pagod sa buhay? panginoon tulungan niyo po ako. ako po ay gabayan ng iyong banal na espirito. maraming salamat po panginoon

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Mar 31, 2015
my gf attitude

my gf attitude *maganda *sexy *yummy *mabango *mabait *sobrang malambing *sumpungin *palaaway *palaging tama *matigas ang ulo *matulungin *pamag mahal sa pamilya at higit sa lahat mahal na mahal ako. ako na pinaka maswerteng nilalang dahil ako pinili niyang mahalin. ramdam ko secured ako sakanya which i never felt in my entire relationship

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long time

kalambat kunarin ali mag post.. lately meging busy ku... ayni na umpisan kune talambuhay ku.. simula dinatang la d kuya charlie i never talk to my mom..kasi megtampo ya kaku ketang biru ku which e jill and jomer naman meka isip akumu meg deliver.kaso ako mepahanamk..hahahha..pero ngeni okay nakami maku..akala da lagi ku okay kasi panakit da kaku masaya but deeper ali..buti namu atyu ya e inday to comfort me..makananu nakumu nung alaya.ngeni atyu la kish d kuya charl and ate weng akumu ata mag worry karela ot balamu deng abe ku alaman karela..sana ok la karin then will start nala kabalik keni..

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Sep 13, 2014
to be continue

siguro sasabyan dareng aliwa ing pangane mi ot mipakanyan ya. we admit meg drug ya e koya mi. pero choice na eta. aliya megkulangan pangaral e maku. atin datang ken stage ning tau to make his own decision ken life. Mas pinili na koya ku ken bad side, he never blame my mom kung bakit milyari kaya eta because that was his choice. Pag kasabi ke e maku lagi na sabyan e koya mo manyad ya ayta penutang ke makalunus deng anak na. ing anak makatiis ya Karen pengari na pero deng pengari ali la makatiis Karen anak da. Whatever you’ve either good or bad your parents will always at your side. Sana marealized ng kuya jun eta din eta. More than a year na ene magparamdam. Siguro isipan na okay nalaman deng pengari mi kasi atyu kami adwang jill. It’s not about financial it’s about your presence. Kahit pa sabyan mo okay la d maku atyu parin ken puso at isip da migaganaka la kari koyang jun. sana datang ing panahon makaisip ya na atin yapa pengari migaganak karela. Sana koya magparamdam naka kari mama.

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excited

kausap ko kahapon mga nasa pinas. i told them i want to buy brand new car. they were excited but the problem meron pa darating na pagkakagastusan. while naguusap kame ne jean. sinabi niya ate yung celphone ko nabili niyo na ba?sabi ko sakanya you have too have to choose yung celphone o yung future ni jomer?i was upset her answer she rather to choose her own wants than jomer needs. i explained to jean sabi ko since our mom got sick i changed. kung dati sarili ko lang iniisip ko now before ko bilhin sa sarili ko pag iisipan ko muna kung dapat ba o kailangan ba talaga. jill and i we have lot of sacrifice that nobody knows. basta kame okay lang kame ng okay. pag may gusto ibigay we spoiled them. pero now we realized kailangan din magtira para sarili. hindi kame madamot pero minsan kailangan din magtipid para sa oras ng kagipitan may makukuha ka. sana marealized ni jean yung ano mga sarifice namen para sakanila just to them good life. maswerte siya she never experience yung experience namen nila kuya jun, jill and i our college life. yung bang tipong every sem ndi mo alam kung mkakapag enroll kapa kasi ndi sapat yung income ng parents. pero our mom nagsumikap siya. ngayon ko nalaman gaano ka halaga na mayroon tayong ina na gagabay satin. our mom always said magsumikap kayu makayari kasi ikami adwa tatang mo ali kami meyari.masakit ing alang pegaralan. eta mo ing atin kayu that no one can steal. siguro nung e maku kalupa de reng aliwang mother na who does not even care kung mekayari ing anak na o ali basta milalabas mo. cguro metung kami karin alang kwentang tao mabibiye.but with our mom guidance meging masalese kami at ali mamerwisyo.

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Jun 25, 2014
thank you

alam mo yung pag umaga may gigising sayo..hahalik bigla sabi i love you..d ba nakaka ganda ng araw? tapos pag aalis hahalik ulit magpapaalam magsasabi i love you...alam mo yung mga simpleng bagay that money can't buy....i never experience this kind of sweetness.. kasi ex so silent..hindi siya yung tipong paglalaban ka niya sa lahat..si ann ramdam mo na ipaglalaban ka wag lang ako mapunta sa iba...sobrang tapang tiklop din ako...when ann and i are new in relationship alam niya i'm still inlove with mitch...she made me realized how to end and start new life...dba dapat stat to new?ganito yan..end kasi yung kabaliwan ko kay mitch and start new plans for ann...it's been almost 3 years now our relationship. i can say we build foundation that no one can destroy it...we have arguments but at the end of the day we fixed it. lahat naman relasyon nagdadaan sa ganyan....MAMA TO "ILOVEYOU SOMUCH"...

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Jun 24, 2014
im happy for her

hindi porket gusto mo siya makita gusto mo ng balikan. minsan may mga bagay bagay tayo na bitbit parin na para bang guilt. hinahanap hanap mo siya pero hindi ibig sabihin mahal mo pa..minsan kaya mo siya hinahanap meron tayong nakasanayan gawin na kasama siya. naalala mo siya kasi mahirap kalimutan ang nakaraan mapa masaya man ito o malungkot. aminin natin mas mahirap kalimutan ang sakit na naidulot kesa sa saya na naibigay...

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